10 months ago at this time I was taking in the information that the doctors told me...
That our baby wasn't going to make it...
Ten months ago at this time I was thinking that there was still hope and I would lean into Lily to talk to her...
I begged her to prove them wrong... I prayed to God... Screamed to God... "Please don't take our Lily Grace away"...
I promised to care for her, to love her.. no matter what...
Ten months ago I was kissing my Lily.. singing to my Lily and still having hope...
In less than 24 hours at 3:30 pm my hope was shattered because that's when our Lily took her last breaths in my arms..
Not only was my hope shattered but my heart was shattered in more than a million pieces... many of those pieces are still not put back together...
As I reflect on this night that happened ten months ago.. I can still remember everything... EVERYTHING that happened in Lily's last 24 hours..
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