My heart is heavy
Not just heavy sad but
Literally feels physically heavy
Halloween was bittersweet sad
Thanksgiving feels heavy heart sad
I can't imagine how I'll feel in the next few weeks
How can my heart possibly feel so heavy
When a part of my heart was taken
The day my child was taken
The day my child left was unbearable
The pain, the sadness, the heart ache
The pain was physical and deep on so many levels
I can't take it day by day yet
I'm barely making it minute by minute
Sometimes I'm taking it second by second
My angel child completed my family
Then my angel left & uncompleted my family
My life is full & yet so empty at the same time
Someone told me best
"you never need to ride another roller coaster again"
So true in so many ways
My life has the highest emotional hills
And the lowest emotional drops
An unpredictable roller coaster ride that you never wanted to ride
That's my life around the holidays
Not just the holidays but minute by minute, second by second
And forever more..
- Amy Elzy.. Grieving Mom of Lily Grace
Halloween was bittersweet sad
Thanksgiving feels heavy heart sad
I can't imagine how I'll feel in the next few weeks
How can my heart possibly feel so heavy
When a part of my heart was taken
The day my child was taken
The day my child left was unbearable
The pain, the sadness, the heart ache
The pain was physical and deep on so many levels
I can't take it day by day yet
I'm barely making it minute by minute
Sometimes I'm taking it second by second
My angel child completed my family
Then my angel left & uncompleted my family
My life is full & yet so empty at the same time
Someone told me best
"you never need to ride another roller coaster again"
So true in so many ways
My life has the highest emotional hills
And the lowest emotional drops
An unpredictable roller coaster ride that you never wanted to ride
That's my life around the holidays
Not just the holidays but minute by minute, second by second
And forever more..
- Amy Elzy.. Grieving Mom of Lily Grace
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