On Saturday, January 12th I visited Lily and just cried like a baby ;( It has been raining here so the ground was very wet and muddy so my kids & Ricky stayed in the car....
For a second I wondered how nutty I looked because I was really CRYING... sobbing, uncontrollably.. Noisy.. Red face crying as my poor family watched but it didn't matter how I looked (crazy or not) because that's how I felt.. There was no way around it..
This past week has been very hard on me.. plain & simple she should be here. I talk to Lily and God a lot.. I question a lot.. get angry a lot.. They know... They understand ❤❤. I just wish I understood too ❤❤
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