Goodnight my sweet angel Lily Grace. Mommy has been having a hard time recently and missing you more than ever.
You will be gone from my arms, my touch, and my kisses for 6 months this week. It's not fair.. I miss you so much and my heart hurts because you are gone from this physical world.
I guess you know that I'm having a hard time because I had to pull the car over when I was driving tonight because I was crying so hard. I know you are always with me so I know you were there...
I just want to know why.. Why did you leave me? I'm not mad at you.. I just love you so much and I'll never understand why you are gone..
Hugs, kisses, and lots of love from earth.. Love your Mommy ❤❤
*I mean no disrespect but please don't try to explain why Lily is gone.. I'm having a hard time with her 6th month Angelversary.. I know she's in Heaven with God but for a grieving Mom- at least this grieving Mom.. That doesn't always make me feel better.. In my heart.. the best place for her to be is in MY arms.. selfish or not.. That's how I feel & maybe one day I'll feel differently but not yet... God will tell me one day why he took her and until then.. I'll never know*
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